have not spent a day without loving you; I have not spent a night
without embracing you; I have not so much as drunk a single cup
of tea without cursing the pride and ambition which force me to
remain separated from the moving spirit of my life.
the midst of my duties, whether I am at the head of my army or inspecting
the camps, my beloved Josephine stands alone in my heart, occupies
my mind, fills my thoughts.
I am moving away from you with the speed of the Rhone torrent, it
is only that I may see you again more quickly.
I rise to work in the middle of the night, it is because this may
hasten by a matter of days the arrival of my sweet love.
in your letter of the 23rd, and 26th. Ventose, you call me vous.
wretch, how could you have written this letter? How cold it is?
then there are those four days between the 23rd, and the 26th.;
what were you doing that you failed to write to your husband? ...
my love, that vous, those four days made me long for my former indifference.
Woe to the person responsible!
he as punishment and penalty, experience what my convictions and
the evidence (which is in your friend's favor) would make me experience!
has no torments great enough! Nor do the Furies have serpents enough!
how will things stand in two weeks? ... My spirit is heavy; my heart
is fettered and I am terrified by my fantasies...
love me less; but you will get over the loss. One day you will love
me no longer; at least tell me; then I shall know how I have come
to deserve this misfortune. ...Farewell, my wife: the torment, joy,
hope and moving which draw me close to Nature, and with violent
impulses as tumultuous as thunder. I ask of you neither eternal
love, nor fidelity, but simply...truth, unlimited honesty.
day when you say "I love you less", will mark the end of my love
and the last day of my life.
my heart were base enough to love without being loved in return
I would tear it to pieces.
Josephine! Remember what I have sometimes said to you: Nature has
endowed me with a virile and decisive character. It has built yours
out of lace and gossamer. Have you ceased to love me?
me, love of my life, my soul is racked by conflicting forces. My
heart obsessed by you, is full of fears which prostrate me with
misery...I am distressed not to be calling you by name. I shall
wait for you to write it.
Ah! if you love me less you can never have loved me. In that case
I shall truly be pitiable.
The war this year has changed beyond recognition. I have had meat,
bread and fodder distributed; my armed cavalry will soon be on the
soldiers are showing inexpressible confidence in me; you alone are
a source of chagrin to me; you alone are the joy and torment of
send a kiss to your children, whom you do not mention. By God! If
you did, your letters would be half as long again. Then visitors
at ten o'clock in the morning would not have the pleasure of seeing